Busy Living
Been busy living lately. Very busy. All of a sudden, I find myself pretty busy. I'm doing things I didn't have time to do much of while working and raising a family. Those days were busy, too, in a different way. Work, the boys activities, etc. Then came the brain tumor and life stopped pretty much. Busy, yes; the doctors, treatments, research, caring for Lou. Very busy. But very focused. Then came the great sleep, and the sleep walking, when I couldn't do anything at all.....for so long after Lou died. And now. Little by little, I've become very busy. I'm not used to it I think. It's good. It's good to be busy. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just trying to fill the empty spaces. I know I can be alone quite well, so I don't think that is it. What I think it is, is that I've learned that life is too short. Better to get busy living NOW. And so it goes. Happy Spring!
posted by CB | 12:59 AM
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"Busy Living" it's a good thing -- a "Spring Thing." Stay happy, stay full of life and most of all keep busy. . . .
I am now in the sleep walking. Lori died 7 months ago. Lots of hard days. But thanks for the message that one day you get busy again.
Hi Cathy: It took me until about 3.5 years before that everlasting emptiness began to change. I had many, many good days, but then there were the "other" days. But we keep it all on track, don't we? I have 3 boys and they needed me more than I needed to retreat from life. So we just forge ahead, and then suddenly, little by little, a new "normalcy" seeps into our lives. elaine
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