Lessons from Lou

This blog is about my journey through the brain tumor world with my dear husband, Lou. While not a journey I would wish on even my worst enemy, it is a journey that has enlightened and awakened me to what lies within us, and around us, each and every moment of each and every day. There are lessons here....lessons in this journey.....lessons from Lou....that I would like to share with you.

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Picture of Lou (sick) and I at a party, circa 2005, long ago and faraway. I'm now a middle aged widow, trying to get my life back together. Mother of two young adult sons, living with two adult cats.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Closet Cleaning

Good day for it; gray, cold, sleeting. Trying to get ready for the holidays. Tears when I stumble upon certain somethings. Anger that this horrible thing happened. Wanting to throw it all out, without looking. Wanting to keep it all. Hating the holidays. Wishing we could just fast forward. Knowing that we can't. Trying to make it better. Wondering how. Keeping his golf shoes, again.

posted by CB | 6:46 PM

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

I never find grey cold wet days much good for anything... Energy levels seem too low!
It was different when my beloved one was still here.
I still have things around here in various places which remind me of her, but like yourself with Lou's belongings I just cannot part with them.
Worse (in extent) - I have a complete clear out of my Dad's place to do.

4:47 AM  

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