After Midnight

Based on the overwhelming response to my first post yesterday, I am back! It's late...or rather, early morning. Lou used to say "nothing good happens after midnight"....in reference to teenage sons who might be inclined to break curfew. He was right about that a few times. But now.....now.....after midnight is different..better....there are no questions.....there is no confusion.....quiet.....peaceful. People wonder why I stay up so late....what am I doing.....I think I stay up late because it's normal now....there is no brain tumor now...its asleep.....and I can look at Lou.....and he is LOU.....my Lou.....our Lou...there is no questioning look on his face, there is no worry. After midnight, it's the way it used to be.....to go to bed... brings morning......and morning brings questions and confusion........now you know why I stay up at night...